the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams letra

I have dreamt about what it's like to die
And I saw myself becoming shadows again
Just like I did when I was a kid
I saw my bones crack open and all the things I've been hiding from you spill out
All the secrets that I never thought I'd tell anyone about
I am warm and I am bored and I am drifting through this place
It's no better or worse than anything else that's ever happened to me
But I wish that I'd never met a lot of the people that I've met
Not because I don't like them but because I only let them down
And when you disappoint everyone all the time it's hard not to want to die
Constantly I feel this weird and shameful feeling
Like I'm being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes
Behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars
And everywhere I go I know I'm not welcome

Teen Suicide - Letras

• 'anne'
• 'hi'
• afterlife dating
• all of us steady dying
• America
• another life (bootleg)
• at night all the birds are sleeping
• bad news
• benzo
• Big Mistake
• Blue (Instrumental)
• Bummer (Instrumental)
• cop graveyard
• Cop graveyard (original version)
• coyote (2015​-​2021)
• dan collins vs. the maryland judicial system
• dead bird skeleton
• dead cat
• Desire
• doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2
• doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2 (acoustic/rooftop version)
• dont like me
• Dye my hair
• every time i hear your name called
• everything is fine
• everything is going to hell
• falling in love
• Falling Out Of Love With Me
• give me back to the sky
• goblins cry too
• God
• grim reaper
• groceries
• haunt me (x 3)
• Have a Conversation
• have you been eating that sandwich again?
• Hayden's Getting a DDR Pad
• hi
• hymn 1
• hymn 2
• i am my own hell
• i wanna be a witch
• if i cleaned everything
• If I Don't See You Before You Leave
• im so fucking bored
• it was probably nothing but for a moment there i lost all sense of feeling
• It's Just A Pop Song
• Lately
• Living Proof
• lonely boy goes to a rave
• Neighborhood Drud Dealer
• no, the moon
• Nothing
• oh my god
• Ryan & Sam play falling forever & ever
• salvia plath
• serfs up
• skate witches
• spooky ghost
• strung out again or something
• Suicide
• swallow
• swimming
• Taking Pills (Demo)
• Tape collage
• the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams
• The Things I Love Are Killing Me
• the way we were with people
• untitled​-​oct19
• Untitled​-​Oct7
• untitled-oct7
• unwanted houseguest
• we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers
• worthless
• xxxxxxx
• you were my star
• yr glow (acoustic demo)