unwanted houseguest letra

I seem closer to it now than I did when I was a kid
Cool chill across uncovered legs
The way my father's fists swim through the air
And the clean white sheets on the bed
When he talked like someone possessed by
Something only he could see, he'd say
It's not always what you believe, but the way
You do or don't still believe in me

Lately I've had you on my mind (if I could only know the things I knew in my dreams)
If I could only see it long enough to sketch it out (I can't get a full deep breath in lately)
Likе some kind of roadmap

I've the mind of a housеcat these days, I feel
I can barely crawl my way through until six
Taking on new frustrations like tired unsellable homes
Paranoid and ghost-dense
All the time endlessly dreaming
But with a face like that, a voice so alive
You could make the trains all run on time
Or waive thousands in library fines

Lately I've had you on my mind (if I could only know the things I knew in my dreams)
If I could only see it long enough to sketch it out (I can't get a full deep breath in lately)
Like some kind of roadmap

This is not a house, it's just someplace where I'm living now
This is not a house, it's just someplace where I'm living now
This is not a house, it's just someplace, I'm barely living now

Teen Suicide - Letras

• 'anne'
• 'hi'
• afterlife dating
• all of us steady dying
• America
• another life (bootleg)
• at night all the birds are sleeping
• bad news
• benzo
• Big Mistake
• Blue (Instrumental)
• Bummer (Instrumental)
• cop graveyard
• Cop graveyard (original version)
• coyote (2015​-​2021)
• dan collins vs. the maryland judicial system
• dead bird skeleton
• dead cat
• Desire
• doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2
• doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2 (acoustic/rooftop version)
• dont like me
• Dye my hair
• every time i hear your name called
• everything is fine
• everything is going to hell
• falling in love
• Falling Out Of Love With Me
• give me back to the sky
• goblins cry too
• God
• grim reaper
• groceries
• haunt me (x 3)
• Have a Conversation
• have you been eating that sandwich again?
• Hayden's Getting a DDR Pad
• hi
• hymn 1
• hymn 2
• i am my own hell
• i wanna be a witch
• if i cleaned everything
• If I Don't See You Before You Leave
• im so fucking bored
• it was probably nothing but for a moment there i lost all sense of feeling
• It's Just A Pop Song
• Lately
• Living Proof
• lonely boy goes to a rave
• Neighborhood Drud Dealer
• no, the moon
• Nothing
• oh my god
• Ryan & Sam play falling forever & ever
• salvia plath
• serfs up
• skate witches
• spooky ghost
• strung out again or something
• Suicide
• swallow
• swimming
• Taking Pills (Demo)
• Tape collage
• the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams
• The Things I Love Are Killing Me
• the way we were with people
• untitled​-​oct19
• Untitled​-​Oct7
• untitled-oct7
• unwanted houseguest
• we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers
• worthless
• xxxxxxx
• you were my star
• yr glow (acoustic demo)